When I lost it, I lost my mind. The control over my self. I didn't want to show my sorrow and anxiety but I couldn't stop. I was collapsing in a pool of sad thoughts. I wanted someone to tell me it'll be alright, again and again. Few came and hugged me tight.
And it felt nice to be cared about. To have someone who was genuinely worried for you. But after a point people stopped. That was the difficult part. When I had to gather myself. When I had to sympathize and console my own self. I tried a bit,but tears shed from my eyes. One then two but no! I wiped the third one before it fell.
I knew that failure is as important as success. I knew that mistakes are better teachers. And I knew that everything is a part and parcel of life. It'll come and go like the waves on shore. Like the traffic on the road and like the people in one's life.
I still get nervous, think no I shouldn't have done it, start to regret but stop to remind myself that those who overcome their losses are real winners.
And now I'm starting believe that life thinks I'm capable of facing these obstacles unlike others. So whenever now I have to face any problem I can, that too with a cheerful smile.
And it felt nice to be cared about. To have someone who was genuinely worried for you. But after a point people stopped. That was the difficult part. When I had to gather myself. When I had to sympathize and console my own self. I tried a bit,but tears shed from my eyes. One then two but no! I wiped the third one before it fell.
I knew that failure is as important as success. I knew that mistakes are better teachers. And I knew that everything is a part and parcel of life. It'll come and go like the waves on shore. Like the traffic on the road and like the people in one's life.
I still get nervous, think no I shouldn't have done it, start to regret but stop to remind myself that those who overcome their losses are real winners.
And now I'm starting believe that life thinks I'm capable of facing these obstacles unlike others. So whenever now I have to face any problem I can, that too with a cheerful smile.
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